on feeling mellow

This morning i am feeling mellow...... kind of like the cat who laps up a saucer full of milk and curls up in a sunny window to sleep away the day......

i may be lying curled up today.. sitting will most definitely be challenging.. after two days of floggings and whippings and paddling my ass is sore.. not marked no... but most definitely tender and sore...

Last evening Sir satisfied a need i had to have clothes pins put on my ... private bits. There is no explanation for this........ but the feelings i derive from having clothes pins clipped to my bits .. feeling them pulling and tugging........ YUM! Though it didn't start out that way.... Sir brought out the tiny coloured plastic clothes pins.. (the sort used for Barbie clothes - know what type i mean??) and He put on maybe 4 of them before i was begging Him to take them off ................ N O W !!!
He may have accidently clipped a nerve.. i don't know.. i only know that the burning went straight to my brain and made my eyes and teeth hurt........... definitely not a good pain.. definitely NOT a pain i was gonna get over .. around .. or through ! But still Sir didn't remove them immediately .. nope... He wanted pictures for posterity.........now i will admit it was my bright idea (shoot me now !!) to ask if He had brought the camera.. for i tend to enjoy seeing the results of His handiwork - after the glow has passed. So despite the enormous pain licking at my belly Sir took time for a photo shoot... (dear kaya - i heard myself saying your favourite safe word "motherblanketyblankblanker"!!! ) And as Sir removed each of those coloured pegs from hell the sweat poured off my body and i do believe i gnashed my teeth at Him!!!

All was not lost .. or forgotten.. Sir then started placing normal wooden clothes pegs right back on the same spots......... at first i held my breath....... but very soon i was floating under the careful administration of the delicious tormenting pain...............

and i was thinking as i wrote this....... "safe sane and consentual" eh??? oh lordie.... i pity the vanilla folk who stumble onto these words today.......... i am sure it sounds anything but safe or sane !!! sighhhhhh.... the contradictions of this lifestyle........

anyway....... the sun is pouring in the windows......... there is a faint scent of maple bacon and eggs still lingering in the air........... and there is a nice big pillow in the middle of a sunbeam waiting for me downstairs.......... and a part of my brain..way in the back .. is wondering what delightful challenges Sir has planned for me today......................

(singing softly as i go... "they call me mellow yellow.......... that's right.. they call me mellow yellow")