Monday, December 19, 2005

The 3Ps........

Pain........... Puddles............ Property

By Sunday morning Sir had decided that what i needed was a hard long session.. (ok ok i am guessing it was long as i really have NO idea how long the session was)..........

i was fastened to the cross.. and with no warm up.. no "by your leave" Sir picked up the first flogger and started in hard and fast on my ass and my back...
Inside i was feeling lost and confused .. this flogging felt like a punishment.. it felt all wrong.. it made me feel spiteful and foot stamping mad !! Most of the session is a complete blur.. and foggy.. i wasn't going to respond.. i wasn't going to cry out.. or cry .. or stamp my foot.. or anything......... but i did.. You all know there was no way i could keep quiet.. Sir was going for the release.. for the good old fashioned cry ........... for the glory of fairies and the colours of rainbows.. and for the stillness that comes from such heights......... and He was going to get it quickly.

i remember the almost savage sting of the whippy ... the triangle piece of leather that i swear could tear the skin off an elephant with barely a flick of the wrist..
i remember Sir's hand wound round in my hair.. pulling my head backwards to Him...
i remember the soft touch of His hands as He caressed the burning welts on my ass and back..
i remember His almost cruel thrusting of fingers into me.. and my crying out in pain and shock .. but He didn't stop... He brought me close to orgasm then pulled out fast .. leaving me limp and needy..
i remember the resumption of the pain......... stroke after stroke..
then the fingers thrust back into me.. feeling the wetness come.. feeling the muscles deep in my belly tightening.......... feeling His hand pull out and away.. and again the sting of one or another flogger/whip..........
At some point i realized that i was nothing .. nothing.. just property Sir could do with as He wished... flog me till i bled.. tease me till the ache in my belly made me plead and whimper.. i was just a THING.........
And then the hand wound in my hair.. holding me forward against the cross.. the other hand inside me.. deep inside me.. pulling my ass backwards towards Sir.. His fingers working their magic deep inside of me.. the cry for release .. the permission to cum and cum hard.. and i did............ and the wetness shot out of me and down my legs.. and formed a puddle on the floor at my feet...
And Sir pulled His fingers from me... and wiped them off across my ass.. leaving it wet and cold.. and again the floggers were used hard and fast .. and oh my god how they hurt on the wet cold skin.......... and still the wetness poured out of me.. and the puddle grew bigger on the floor...........
And Sir's fingers were in me yet again.. relentlessly demanding another orgasm.. and it was His......... and the wetness pooled and i could smell my smell permeating the air........... and my tears streaked down my face.....
and i remember listening for the sound of the chains and clips.. because that would signal the end of the session.. but that sound didn't come.. just more pain.. and the crack of the whip in the morning air......

and then........... i was curled up on my pillow upstairs.. covered up in my snuggly sweatshirt and comforter and Sir was lying beside me holding me... and i could hear and feel my breath.. each breath as it filled my lungs..... and my skin tingled... and i was owned again....... i was His property! and all was quiet and still.. and as it should be.

Many hours later when i was more conscious .. and more aware and more myself.. i knelt up to tease Sir.. to nibble on His nipples.. to tease Him... and His hand pushed my head down.. and the command.. the command i have so missed hearing came.... "Service me girl" and i did........... and all was very right with the world once again...

and so the 3Ps stopped the avalanche and restored peace in my heart........

Pain and Puddles and Property...........

5 comments:

  1. Awesome entry morningstar... It seems your Sir always knows what you need. I enjoy reading about your relationship. The love, the desire, the need and to see how you both fulfill each other's needs, just beautiful!!

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  2. Sounds like Sir firgured out what you needed and he feels back in control.
    :)

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  3. That was just the kind of post i needed to read before i retire to bed. Hoping i'll have sweet, sweet dreams like those you spend with your Sir. Thank you for making me smile and warming my own needs with your words.
    Love & Peace,
    ~gina~

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  4. Anonymous8:55 am

    It's nice when it all comes together. I'm happy for you...:)

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  5. My poor cat-oh-nines feels soooo unwanted.....sigh.....

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