Last week I spent a lot of time trying to describe my life style choices.. what it looks like.. what it feels like it.. what it sounds like. I had hoped to inspire some conversation... some participation. That didn't happen. When the week was over my brain hurt.... I waffled on putting up the pictures on Sunday... do I?? don't I?? I had a pretty good feeling I was gonna shock some folks. Windy put it best in the comment section "when I was brand new to blog land, I landed on your blog and got the poop scared out of me and thought what did I just sign up for?"
I am sure I might have shocked more than a few folks...... cause ya know... most of the days on here I am writing about home schooling an 8 year old - cleaning and cooking and these days covid ........ I think I come across as Suzie Homemaker complete with the mop and the apron.
BUT ya know -- that other side of me .. the kinky side is still part of me.. the Suzie Homemaker me. Some days I get really fed up with the picture people have of me - in real life I mean - they see this prim and proper older lady........... GAH!! There are days I want to scream - 'wanna see my tattoos, my clit piercing?!" Just to shock them. BUT I won't - I was brought up a "lady".
and as I am writing this - I realize I shouldn't have agreed to the planned discussion between Windy and PK - there is no way in hell a 'masochist' should expect to be understood by those that aren't masochistic or Sadistic....tolerated maybe but understood - nope not gonna happen.
So after last week's fiasco (or what I think was a total fiasco) I am going back to Suzie Homemaker entries with a side of implied play.