The kids use a term now ...vernacular.... they say simply ...."fail"
That's how I feel ... "fail"....
Sometimes it feels like I am swimming as fast as I can and getting no where...
Sometimes it feels like the things I want most I screw up......
Sometimes it feels like I should just pull in the sidewalks .. close up.. lock up.. and let the world spin away on its own........
yeah... fail is a good vernacular expression for how I feel
you don't know how much this upsets Me, to see you hurting and thinking this way..
ReplyDeleteI hope/know your feelings can and will change. We have discussed what to do about this privately..
I imagine that I understand... At least some. I haven't got anything to offer but a hug...
ReplyDeleteswan
HUGS.....abby
ReplyDeleteHope things get better soon. That was a very worrying post.
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((((HUGS))))
ReplyDeleteThat's all I can offer ....