Christmas Past

I am home again -- and there really is "no place like home".

Some Christmases are definitely better than others 
Some Christmases are definitely more stressful than others
Some Christmases I feel like a BIG Grinch........

What I need right now is to feel grounded again... I don't think anyone can fully understand how important it is for my sanity to be grounded.........

When I am feeling lost and hurting I need to feel the touch of his hand -- feel the burn from a spanking -- feel his strength -- feel his calming nature work it's magic on me.............. 

seeing him would be the best Christmas present ever!