Do you still have days when it - all of it - everything - just feels too much... so heavy that you feel physically weighed down?
We're locked down again - under a stay at home order..... till May 20th at the earliest. Today it feels hard to keep going... to smile and act as though everything is just fine.........
IT'S NOT FINE! not even close.
I'm tired - emotionally exhausted. No desire to prep for camping - as much as I am sure it will happen eventually - I can't work up any enthusiasm ......none.
I don't care about meals - or even trying to make interesting food....... everything tastes blah...... boring.. dull.
I had started trying to exercise - but that didn't last long........
I tried reading outside on the front deck - but it's just not warm enough
I'm tired of trying ya know?
I'm tired of the climbing numbers and the covidiots and the feelings of fear and anxiety.
I'm just tired
(and yes I know this too will pass)