Right - here we go...........
These are my favourite parts of our TTWD:
* when Sir Steve claims ownership - He'll grab a boob or other body part and say "it's mine!" not always - but when he does - my heart melts.
* I love that I always fall asleep snuggled into his body while he holds my boob tight
* when the toys are laid out and I am naked - that is when *SIR* Steve really comes out .. that's when my heart beats fastest ... when I feel his hand pressing on my back holding me down... when I feel him step between my legs to get the exact angle he wants.. when I feel the roughness / the scratchiness of his jeans against my bare skin... when the knife comes out and slides between my legs - teasing my pink bits... I hold my breath ...my trust is almost tangible...
When I am under his hand - submitting to the Sadist that is my Sir Steve.... that is when I am happiest.. when I am the most grounded. THAT is the best part of our TTWD.
Those are the tangible things I love - BUT I want to add a few intangibles that I have come to realize are so important to my peace of mind -
I love the feeling of freedom - no stress - no walking on eggshells - no feelings of failure. In our TTWD we are a team - supporting each other - respecting each other - loving each other and that is a VERY good thing :)