cranky subby

it would seem that sick = cranky ............

Sunday (for those of you who didn't bother reading the follow up comments) Sir dropped by with a whole box of Krispie Kreme cream donuts.... and yum they were good !!

Monday Sir dropped by to take me to the garden center to buy some supplies... and damn!! it felt good to get out of the house and mingle with real people..(the enforced quarantine having ended).. feel the sun on my face.. breath fresh air. Damn it didn't feel good when after 10 minutes at the garden center my head started to pound again and my legs felt like limp noodles.

Monday night i wasn't feeling any better.. so all the best laid plans of my returning to work this morning were shelved.

This morning my throat hurts again.. my nose is back to running.. i am desperately trying to cough up a lung.. and everything that goes in one end is......... well you get the picture.

For those of you who don't know me well .. i do NOT "do sick" well.. i do NOT "do sick" gracefully or graciously. i get as cranky as a bear with a thorn in it's paw. AND i lose all my self editing ability.. my diplomacy (what little i have)

Now .... this morning i reread the comments/emails on my blog entry on marriage.... and my temper flared.. just a tad..... first of all .. come on folks.. let's try and remember here that this is my blog and i am entitled to my own opinions .......

Secondly i refuse to enter into debates on the difference between a slave and a submissive.

Will someone please explain to me.. and i am dead serious here......

IF you are a collared sub or slave (or horse or dog or cow for all i care).... why is marriage so different a commitment??

i am thinking because it is legal.

i am thinking it is because it is seen as having more of a commitment

i am thinking it doesn't fit into the scheme of things for those that are burning the candle at both ends (let's say) and could never accept a marriage proposal from their Dom

i am thinking that being a slave or a submissive (or a horse or dog or cow for all i care) is really NOT about giving up the power .. but really means we all just pretend to believe the power has been handed over.. given up.. cause you really have no intention of ever giving up total control......... it just isn't in you to do that.......

Now if you read this and you start to get all bent out of shape...... maybe you should ask yourself "does the shoe fit"... and then go contemplate your navel..

Cause..

i am sick and cranky and have no patience or diplomacy.