i do believe i see a light at the end of the tunnel...... this tunnel that is flu and meds and loss of energy and interest.......
i felt a vaguely familiar twinge last evening... while reading a rather explicit blog........ (no it was NOT porn.. i do NOT read porn !! i am too innocent to read porn !!)
And then when i went to bed - i glanced over at the night table and saw the hitachi lying there looking all forlorn ........ and the thought crossed my mind "maybe i should charge up the batteries" ........ mind you it was just a thought.. and nothing more.. i was way too comfy snuggled under the blankets to actually get up...... find the charger and plug the damn thing in............ BUT i thought it !!
which is a giant step forward - seeing as i haven't given it a single thought .. not a passing glance ...... in the past 2 weeks........
And then as i lay there ....... waiting for sleep to come and take me away....... i was thinking about this weekend coming up.. busy vanilla weekend... and i wondered .. as i finally drifted off ........ if there would be time to try shoving a few needles in my ass sideways............
Yup.. i do believe there is a light at the end of my tunnel !!
I realize you are not well but could you give me your definition of innocent? and of course we know you read blogs for the articles of interest not the pictures!
ReplyDeleteglad there is a light, no matter how dim - I never ONCE thought you would look at porn! the very THOUGHT!! I mean its like reading Playboy, right? You surf those sites for the articles!
ReplyDeleteYou might want to move over a tad bit. That light you see could be a train barreling down on you.
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