LOL Day (day 2)

 Yesterday I mentioned that I wasn't a one dimensional person...... that all those earlier blogs about whips and chains and floggers (OH MY!) were to a point an illusion.  I wrote graphically and occasionally added pictures of my body pierced with needles - or of bruising....... I threw caution to the wind and wrote reams of words......... 

Then a combination of things happened....... 

My D/s relationship started to fall apart - fantasies never translate well into real life..

The BDSM parties started to wane - and to be honest got boring........ 

AND I started to question my sanity - especially when I would look at the bruising on a Monday morning.......... 

My writing changed...... my blog started to morph into a vanilla blog...... well more vanilla than BDSM... and I figured folks would stop coming round to read.  

BUT they didn't - you didn't!  The numbers on my 'counter' kept clicking upwards... even when my blogs were full of angst... or emotional pain .... or boring every day activities. 

I think I came to realize that I was more than a submissive - more than a pain slut - and I wanted to write about that side of me.......... I wanted to be multi dimensional.  I wanted any quiet lurkers to see that life is more than BDSM - and that it can flow naturally through every day life..... 

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Yesterday left me gob smacked - so many comments!!  from lurkers as well as regular readers....... I think this was my best LOL day EVER!!  

Thank you to all the lurkers who took a deep breath and left a comment - thank you to all the ones who said they had been reading here for years - thank you to all my 'regulars'.  It was a pretty amazing LOL day!