Renewing my other self

 

 I had a light bulb moment this weekend........... I was feeling out of touch - lost - verging on angry all the time until last week Sir Steve said (in response to a cheeky comment from me) "No - you will be a good girl".

Then this weekend he was groping me and I pulled back and made a cheeky comment about 'MY private bits" and his response was..... 'WHOSE?? those are mine!"

My reaction to those 2 statements was almost illogical - I felt loved and happy and I felt 'seen'.  These past 9 months I have felt like a house frau - my submissive side was not being recognized or stroked or encouraged.  I have felt like it didn't matter to Sir Steve.... he just wanted me to keep his house and teach his child.  Having him interact with my submissive side did so much to lift my spirits you have no idea!

AND then............... 

Last night Sir Steve told me he was going for a shower and at 7:30 I was to be naked in the bedroom... 

OH OH OH
I got my birthday spanks!!!
AND
a really nice spanking afterwards... such a nice spanking that today it is tender to sit...

AND I love it !!!

Life is very good when both my sides are celebrated.............