Wednesday, March 21, 2012
I have been silently stewing over these few months......... everything had changed (since I was sick last year) ...... everything !!!
I can't eat most foods - i am fighting the weight again (hard not to when the only thing I can eat with any safety are carbs and chicken) ........ I am listless and mostly disinterested in everything........ and i do mean EVERYTHING! from pain and play and sex to going out for an evening.
I had reached the point of saying "this is my new normal" and have been trying to adjust to it.
Then this week....... I started to notice a slow stirring in my loins (ain't that poetic??!! the term I mean!!) And today driving to work with the car windows open I realized I was smelling the earth - that musky rich smell that comes every spring. The smell that has for most of my life stirred my loins and made me - ok forgive the language - a horny bitch.
Last spring I was just too sick to notice the smells or for them to have any affect on my body or mind.
This spring - 'praise the Lord and pass the ammunition' - everything is stirring and getting good and hot and anxious.
So yeah - hear me roar ............. 'YEAH BABY!' Life is truly returning to normal !!!
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