i have been trying to figure out what is wrong with me.. (besides this spring cold/bug i managed to catch off the kids and staff at work ) ... i have been antsy.. fidgety.. and needy......i haven't felt much like reading my blogs.. i haven't felt much like cleaning the house or doing any of the household tasks......
What i have been is horny..... with a capital H. Spring is in the air.. and for as long as i can remember the smell of spring.. the feel of spring on my skin... has made me climb the walls with an almost animal desire for sex. This week my clit jewelry (which for the most part goes unnoticed ) has been rolling around and stimulating me till i am about ready to explode. Tonight Sir is out working.. He called before He left.. i almost asked for permission to bring out my favourite vibrator.. (hell i almost asked to bring out ALL the vibrators) and masturbate to my heart's content. BUT i didn't. Somehow i expected Him to know i am climbing the walls.. and of course because He didn't know.. because He didn't anticipate my need.... i am now sulking!! Yeah yeah i know... Sir is NOT a mind reader.. and it would have been so simple to ask for permission.... so why didn't i??
i have been sitting here trying to unravel that mystery. i think.. part of the reason is.. i didn't want Him to grant the permission... (yeah yeah i know .. doesn't make any sense to me either!!) And knowing my Sir.. and how everyone tends to call Him GOS ('good old Sir' - for those of you who don't know Him) i felt He would probably give me permission to masturbate .. with any or all of my toys.
The second reason i didn't ask Him was because .. well.... it really just isn't much fun to masturbate these days without some twist .. like masturbate but don't cum.. or masterbate on Mr Mat.. or some such thing..... and if Sir hadn't given me any stipulations on how to masturbate.. then it would be for my enjoyment and that just isn't any fun anymore...
(ok ok have i lost everyone now?? )
Spring fever........... anyone got a cure??
Oh yeah.. and before i forget.. i have posted to the photojournal again........
" and of course because He didn't know.. because He didn't anticipate my need.... i am now sulking!! Yeah yeah i know... Sir is NOT a mind reader " OH TRUST ME, I do read minds and that is why you aren't going to get anything in your horny cunt until I give it to to my littleone and then I will enjoy your facial expression when your are standing/sitting in a pool of your own juices....
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