Words and Words are all we have...

Words.. they amaze me sometimes... how simple words can make me jump.. make my heart pound.. or they can make me cry .. make me laugh.. make me run scared.. BUT the written word is even - at times - more moving... especially.. when like Sir and i ..you do not live with your Master. Yesterday when i got home there was an email "task" from Sir.. He was going out for dinner.. and i guess my blog post about His not being a mind reader... and being a GOS.. kinda ruffled His feathers a little bit....... one word was used frequently in that email....... the word "cunt". Simple word really when you look at.. 4 simple letters.. yet they had the most unnerving reaction on me... my knees went weak.. my stomach clenched.. my "cunt" started to twitch. i seldom if ever use such words... neither does Sir for that matter.. yet He used it yesterday.. and it made my world spin out of control....

i went to Sir's blog .. as is my habit when i start checking all the blogs.. i always start with Sir's.. and there in big letters for one and all to see was His email task to me!!! He made the whole of me become just a "cunt" .. a horny cunt at that!! i felt myself blushing.. why for god's sakes??!! i had started the whole thing by posting that i was horny....... wasn't that more information than was necessary to put out there for the "world" to see??? Yet Sir's blog was blunt and to the point.. no nice words.. no jokes.. the truth for all to see.

NOW i know i bitched that masturbating without an order.. without some frills thrown in for good measure just didn't cut it anymore..BUT having to masturbate every hour??!! and as i explained to Sir.. every hour from when?? i started at 5:00 p.m and at 5:10 i had my first orgasm.. and i did text message Him the message......."Sir, i have fucked my horny cunt and i thank you for allowing me to cum." (god that was hard to write.. i felt such humiliation.. i was just a horny cunt.. !!! ) BUT now i was wondering do i masturbate again at 6:00 or 6:10.... if i started at 6.. it hadn't been a full hour.. (and as the first one was more like an explosion that soaked the comforter and the sheets .. i knew all further ones would be hard fought and won) if i started at 6:10 and each one took longer and longer to achieve then i wasn't gonna ever get out off the bed.......ughhhhh.. no matter which way i looked at it.. this was Mission Impossible.. Sir was right when He said .. "it would make me think twice about thinking He doesn't know my needs"......... and each orgasm was harder and harder to achieve!! (thank goodness for KY .. the warming kind.. for one of the orgasms i had to produce that warming jelly and it had just the right effect.. enough burn to grab my attention and make my insides clench ohhhhhhh so nicely never mind the fact i have this THING for KY .. ok ok i know it is weird.. but i love having lubricating jelly used on me.. makes me feel so naughty!! and no i have no idea where that came from) And folks.. do NOT .. i repeat do NOT try and masturbate right after eating... i think there should be a rule like there is for swimming.. one must wait one hour before entering the bedroom - toy in hand. i got such a stitch in my side from that orgasm!!! ugh it felt awful..........

oh yeah.. and there is one other tidbit i noticed about this hourly masturbation plan........ this morning my shoulders and the muscles in my ass ache!! i feel as though i have done a major work out!!! AND Sir arrives this afternoon for the holiday weekend......... and i just have this gut feeling that He hasn't finished with His "cunt" just yet..........(and secretly the thought thrills me!)