Wednesday, August 29, 2012
A little bit of this and a little bit of that
I don't have a whole lot of anything today...... my days are filled with work and thoughts of work - and W's packing and leaving - and selling my house - and nothing much else.
Yesterday I had a staff meeting with my staff. I was not feeling good about it going in....... all those nasty deeds done in June are still with me - I still want revenge - which is so not me - and definitely not a good supervisor - but ya know stabbing anyone in the back doesn't sit right with me...... never has, never will - but when that back belongs to me - it is even worse. But I smiled and did my schtick and got the hell out of there...
Today the kids arrive. and their parents. I frequently wonder when parents will learn to read. BUT then I have been wondering that for nearly 30 years - shrug - guess it won't happen during my career!!!
Last night I noticed - as I was going to bed - that W had posted to his blog. It is a strange pic that caught his interest. Wanna see it ?? click HERE........... Now W is always finding interesting... weird and wonderful pics on the net. The man must belong to every photo mailing list going !!!! But I found this one a little disturbing for some reason...... I think perhaps because the male is obviously in a submissive pose. My mind went in one direction - so I asked him about it - cause otherwise (being me) I would have stewed and fussed all night long. His answer came from a completely different direction - He said the guy looked old and was still obviously playing. ahhhhh - yeah - so??? LOL - I have a saying over my desk (to remind me) that goes " we do not quite playing because we grow old - we grow old because we quit playing".........
I am pooped these nights when I get home from work. Of course I am working 7 - 8 hours straight - the workaholic in me I guess. And I haven't been sleeping well - Soooooo when I get home I just kinda collapse and not move till bedtime (which is getting earlier and earlier)
So last night I was vegging on the sofa watching some mindless television show when the phone rang. I ran a list through my head of who could be calling 'cause honestly I just didn't feel much like talking - daughters ?? nope already spoke to them. W - nope not likely - as he is more pooped than me every evening and emailing is about all he has the energy for - So I decided to answer it and find out.................. It was my real estate agent. Honestly she was the last person I was expecting to hear from. She told me I have my FIRST home visit today at 5:30 - thank god I will still be at work!!
I was excited - my first visit !!! Then I glanced around the house - oh my god !!! I needed to spruce it up - clean the bathrooms - clean the kitchen - spruce it up !! So I pulled my ass off the comfy sofa - and got to sprucing.......... By the time I was done I needed a hot bath and bed so badly !!! This selling the house is gonna be exhausting if I have to spruce it up all the time......... god give me strength. BUT .... hey I have my first visit and that is a very good thing !!!
So that's about it dear friends - not much of anything - just bits and pieces........another day in my life.
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