half 'n half

My vanilla Saturday.......
Saturday morning was spent dismantling my secret garden ....... i felt a little sad that the summer was over and everything was being dismantled and stored away till next summer..... But Sir helped "tote that barge and lift that bale" and soon everything was organised inside.......
Saturday afternoon we went off to my eldest daughter's for yet another birthday celebration........ honestly how much more spoiled can one person be?? My two daughters organised a themed birthday party - Halloween of course!!! and between a pumpkin pinata that my grandson couldn't wait to "whack" and a ghost birthday cake.... they fully succeeded. The gifts for "mom" were declared a HUGE success because both girls managed to make mom cry....... first with a Hallmark book (doesn't everything Hallmark make moms cry??) and a beautiful framed collage of family pictures .......
all in all the day was a huge success.. very vanilla .. but still a HUGE success...

BDSM Sunday..........

After all that vanilla.......... Sir decided bright and early to hang me from the chains in the basement and have a good hard session....... and boy did i need it !!! Being the center of attention all week tended to make me cranky....... i really needed to be grounded again..
BUT as much as i needed to be grounded i wasn't all that sure i wanted a session.... a funny thing happened to me on the way to the basement.. i got silly....... and i believe a good part of that silliness was due to my feelings of wimping out last weekend......... whatever the reason .. whatever the cause.. it took some doing on Sir's part to get me centered..........
Somewhere between the soft flogger and the whip....... i had this feeling of total complete collapse........ there was nothing to be done except accept the pain.... and fly with it........... i was surprised (why i don't know.. cause it almost always happens) by the wetness flowing down my legs....... it was like this amazing revelation (again - for the umpteenth time) that i really DO love this pain........at that point the silliness returned... well i think it was silliness... i had this picture in my mind of a water slide......... and there were all these fairies sliding down the wetness........ laughing and splashing and calling to me..........

And the silliness continued... because i wanted more than anything to snuggle into my Sir's neck and nibble on Him......... who would have thought !!??? nibbling is not usually high on my "to do" list when i am being flogged ............. anywayyyyyyyyyy at one point i do remember moving closer to Sir and His holding me...... and the devil made me do it... i swear it was the devil !!! i bit Sir's neck !!! Now i do NOT recommend this as good subbie behaviour....... BUT then the reaction i got from Sir was almost worth it !! the look on His face !!! and then He laughed..... and that laugh was music to me............ Mind you .. i did get a severe biting session in return ......... my neck / shoulders and even my back were bitten ....... today i still have tender spots...

Later in the afternoon Sir decided to use the little rubber flogger He purchased at Venus Envy a while back......... break it in actually .. as it hadn't been used since.........Sir decided to continue the work He had begun earlier downstairs on my breasts..... they were already marked and sore from the wooden spoon........ but that didn't stop Him...He even flogged the underneath side by pulling up on the nipples and holding them extended..... when the flogger no longer interested Him He used the cane on my breasts.......... i kept hoping that i would have stripes but they didn't last........... though the wooden spoon has left some pretty nasty marks ..........

And so my weekend was rounded out............. half vanilla and half BDSM........... and i went off to bed grounded again...... and ready to face my week !!!