yup.. it is Saturday.. and 5 a.m. and i am up. No sunrise for me this morning.. no coffee - yet. i am alone.
Someone said to Sir last night - "it's Friday - where is morningstar?" and His answer "I am pooped and need some space".
And so i am faced with a weekend alone.. a weekend to do whatever the hell i want.. when i want.. how i want.
i have Christmas cards to play with .. to design.. to have fun with...
i have more Danish blue and white woven baskets to make..
i have laundry and a house to clean ...
i have a bottle of Baileys, and a bottle of bubble bath..and a multitude of candles waiting..
i feel i have been enough of a burden?? enough of a stress?? enough of something on Sir.. and now i must prove that i can be that quiet invisible subbie ... and give Him His space ....
This weekend will be unique......... i am not sick .. i do not have Sir.. i do not have schedules or plans.... i am really truly on my own.............
we shall see what comes from this ............. freedom.
Relax, unwind, recharge, we all need a few days like that sometimes. Enjoy it, Baileys and a bubble bath sounds very tempting.
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I am hoping, as evening falls here, that your first day of "freedom" has been good.
ReplyDeleteI know what it is like to work to be that "invisible" submissive presence when that seems to be called for. Sending you warm thoughts and energies that it can be a positive and restful pause for you and your Sir.
Hugs, swan
Freedom must have a strange taste the question is it pallidible?
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