No fears

If...... and it is a big IF.... i ever had any worries about having a house boy and how it would affect my mental space...... Sir washed those worries away quickly last night.

We actually had some vanilla friends for dinner..... i developed a headache.. i felt a little bit like Alice through the Looking Glass.. naked male running around the house in the morning.. and here i was playing at being the "hostess with the mostest" for the evening....

After our guests left i went up to bed.. i was exhausted and needed my sleep. At some point i was having this nice dream.. feeling all warm and cozy in the bed...... when i felt strong hands flipping me over... i opened my eyes and squinted.. Sir was lying beside me.. grinning...... that grin ! Next thing i knew .. despite murmuring dissent ........ Sir was fucking me silly (ever wonder where that expression came from "fucking me silly".. does one get silly from being fucked?? oh well.. that has nothing to do with anything.......) it didn't take long for the orgasm to build and spill over... and as it was spilling over i had this nice warm thought that i could now go back to sleep.......... did i say *i* had a warm thought?? silly me.. Sir had a completely different thought....... like another orgasm or two........... By the 3rd or 4th (was i supposed to count?? ) i was muttering.. "no no no.. not another one!" Sir brought me just to the edge.. and then pulled out.. grinning that MotherF*&%$king grin of His and said.. "ohhhhhh ok.. you don't want any more orgasms!!"

"excuse me???!!!" i was just there.. just about ready to have another one and He pulled out??? ughhhhhhhhhhh .... remind me to bite my tongue the next time i murmur any form of dissent ok????

Then this morning.. well.. we have yet another vanilla engagement this evening...... so Sir sent me down to the laundry room to get cracking on the ironing......i am standing there in the dingy laundry room.. naked but for a t shirt covering the necessities.. thinking i won't ever get a swelled a head with Sir around...... house boy or no house boy.... i am still Sir's to do with as He wishes.. when He wishes.......

yup....... no fears.............