I kept thinking yesterday that my "Monday Morning Report" sounded (to my ears) stilted - stiff - not at all like me...........
BUT it is next to impossible, to describe in words, the feelings that crash over my body when W plays with me........
and it frustrates me - me the woman with words overflowing - that I can NOT find any word that describes the joy - the pain - the pleasure from W's whips and floggers and quirts and paddles and canes. Cannot find the word to open up my world to your eyes - to your emotions - to have you feel the sheer joy I feel.
Not even to another masochist ...........
Not even to another sadist...........
These sessions are so intense - so primal - so within ME - that there are no words to clearly paint the picture of the joy .. the love ... the contentment.
Uh... you are doing a pretty good job expressing the emotions of your experience this morning. Though I don't quite understand how it all the dynamics work, am happy to hear it works for you and W. Thats all that couts.
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I'm happy for you and I think you do manage to convey your feelings.
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