Pleasure

No i haven't forgotten all the questions you so kindly gave me when i had 'writer's block' ......... i have been hoarding them for dull moments with no inspiration - like this morning.........

So on to the next question.........


What gives you the most pleasure from the lifestyle? and of course Why?




oh wait......... you didn't mean my morning cup of coffee - that pries my eyes open and kick starts the brain - did you??? (cheeky grin)


Ok.. being serious........ the list of things that give me pleasure is so long it is hard to whittle it down to the ONE thing....... or ONE set of things......

IF i was a good submissive (a slave even) i would answer without hesitation - serving my Sir... making His meals - bringing Him His drinks - checking He takes His pills and does His sugar tests... doing His laundry..... all the service orientated things...........
BUT i am not a good submissive (or slave even) so serving doesn't bring me the greatest pleasure........

IF i was a good submissive (a slave even) i would say following Sir's orders and wishes without question.........
BUT i am a feisty bratty submissive - and some times i question and whine and pout and try all manner of things to get me out of an order....... even though i usually do enjoy - get pleasure - from finally doing what was ordered........

So i guess i have to say the one thing that gives me the greatest amount of pleasure is when Sir and i have a mind blowing scene...... with me restrained to some large apparatus ....... enduring whips and floggers and tawses and paddles.....

i specifically enjoy the ones when my mind set is ready.... when Sir's mind set is ready and we 'click' - really click - together........ when it feels as though we are one .. joined together by whatever toy is connecting with my body..... when the welts and the pain builds slowly and floods my brain ....... when the touch of His hand sends shivers down my body..... when my body is trembling from the pain and His touch........ when i feel Him move in between my legs and pull my hips firmly back to Him.. when i feel Him slide into me .....when my world shrinks down to the size of my pussy and the juices flow as He ignores my whimpers and fucks me while i am hung from the apparatus with ass burning from the toys ........ when i feel the orgasm building inside of me.. like a tidal wave building and building and then crashing towards the shore........ and that is when i cry out the request for permission to cum....... and when i squirt all over Sir and myself and the rug.........

And when Sir doesn't stop there..........but wipes up the soaking juices and spreads them over my ass and reaches for the next toy... and i can smell myself.. and the sting of the next toy bites into the wet ass and does more damage.....

When Sir plays and plays until i have no idea which way is up... or what time it is.. or who i am......... when Sir takes me down from the large apparatus and i crumble at His feet and thank Him - head over His feet - barely able to form the words "thank You Sir" and then feeling Him help me up and into a warm snuggly..... and hold me gently and lovingly.........

THAT has to be the one thing that brings me the most pleasure.. that re-vitalizes me and energizes me ... and makes the world seem like a much better place......