Usually on Sunday I have some cute clever humorous saying in this spot.
I don't feel very clever or humorous or cute today. In fact today I feel downright ugly.
I woke up feeling sad - to my core. And before I had even had my first coffee I was crying. I feel so sad today. I feel so damn alone today. I feel - truthfully - like I don't matter.
The world spins on around me - everyone having fun - laughing - playing - joking - teasing - and somehow I am on the outside looking in........ and no one gets it! no one damn well GETS IT.
I just want to find a deep dark safe hole and climb in pull the top in over me and disappear for a good long while..........
Till my soul feels healed
Till I am heard
Till I am strong again.