peekin' in

ok .... so i haven't been around for a while...... and i have had some inquiring emails to see if i am still around.......

so today i thought i would post a quickie and let you all know i am alive and breathing.......

so i went looking for a pic to illustrate "peekin in" and found the above picture which made me grin... i love some of the polar bear pictures that are floating around on the net... in fact i have a really sweet one of a mama bear carrying baby bear on her back across the frozen tundra from last Christmas - hanging above my desk in my office. (ok - so how was that for a run on sentence??)

Anyway back to the point.......... peekin in to let you all know i am alive

It has been a month or two of busy-ness.....

let's see .. new baby grandson has been "off colour" since Christmas - which was worrisome for all involved (he does seem to have turned a corner and no one is any closer to really knowing what was wrong)

then there was the announcement of the closure of my school (and for those of you who don't know our system - hell even some of us don't know our system - i can't bump anyone..... despite having the 4th longest years of service)

then on the same lines there have been all sorts of rumours of what the Board is going to do with me...... and i am trying very hard not to listen to the rumours.. or to give them any credance - until i hear officially........ which means i don't think about it much during the day - but do think about them when i wake at 3 in the morning.........

and of course there are the every day normal routines that have to be gotten through.. from gangs in the school yard.. to a young student who just lost her leg to
bone cancer.... paper work, registrations for next year ... my own health issues - and some much needed time to refocus and realign.......

and for the one commenter who suggested i continue writing Behind the Screen.. not as easy as it seems.. i have to feel it in my heart.. see it in my minds eyes.... (which is a polite way to put " i really need to feel horny and sexy and used and abused" and i don't) so don't look for any installments for a while ok??

So ......... i am alive and getting well.,... and who knows i may be up and writing regularly again soon........

For today i have the grandkids and my kids coming over for birthday celebrations........ so i am off to blow up balloons and ice cakes and wrap presents...