Mini Rant

well ya know that things must be pretty damn boring around here when i post a post on politics !!!

Though i am not sure i should use the word "boring"..... dead might be better..

i am still sick with the mystery bug.... so sick in fact that Sir canceled the weekend - He didn't come over....... the munch and play party will go on without me.. even my grandson's second birthday will be held without me !!

i cried when Sir said He wasn't coming...... cried from disappointment and relief.. i am not so stupid to think that this old body is up to anything more than resting on the couch .... BUT .. i am so tired of being "poorly" (as my grandmother used to say) i want to play.. and play and play some more.. i want bruises and welts .. i want to serve Sir on my knees..

i want i want i want........

The reality is........ i can barely make a bowl of soup for myself.. and i have just enough energy to drag myself to the bathroom and back to the couch..........

i am currently avoiding all mirrors as i haven't done my hair or even washed my face - there just isn't enough energy in this body for that kind of activity.

i am SO bored i even went on Fet life and read some of the posts and managed to fire off a couple of responses to posts........ and i thought while i am upright on the net.. i should leave some sort of "message in a bottle" on my own blog.......... right??

so here it is...........

if i don't die from this mystery bug....... maybe life will return to some sort of normalcy next week??

god i hope so........... cause right now i feel like a fairy with her wings clipped.....