I hadn't exactly planned on doing a "Yearning part 2" but something Lilac said yesterday in the comment section prompted this entry.......
Do not settle for anything less . If you do not like waiting , find someone who will give you more attention. You must be happy to have a healthy relationship .
This time things are going very differently........ very differently.
And I like to think I am doing it better this time.
We're talking almost every day. We've seen each other publicly 3 times (does the first time count when his wife told me / pushed me to go and talk to him?? grinning)
We have spent time together the three of us -- testing the waters -- finding common ground -- becoming closer friends. I like to think the 3 of us are building a firm foundation for this -- whatever "this" becomes -- to grow on. It's important to me that there is openness and honesty and lots of communication between all 3 of us.
He and I are building tension for sure between us........ good tension!! weak kneed tension for me!! He and I are testing the waters - - or maybe a better term is negotiating ....... hard limits soft limits everything one is supposed to do before jumping in with both feet.
AND more importantly -- I am re-learning what it feels like to be submissive again (see my even bigger grin?? ) I am learning to trust Him -- that when the time is right we will have what he calls "private time" together.
In the mean time