Wednesday, March 15, 2017
Hello Darkness my old friend
There's never any one reason that anxiety hits me like a 10 ten truck -- and it hasn't happened in a very long time....... BUT yesterday yeah bad anxiety day
It might have been the combination of the snow storm -- being at Sir Steve's and not in my own home (my safe haven) and the fact that Sir Steve worked all day and came home exhausted. I honestly don't know. I just know it was a bad day -- a terrible horrible no good day.
To keep my mind occupied and my hands busy -- I baked a ham -- and made cheesy scalloped potatoes for dinner............ (and like usual completely forgot to take a picture of the plate )
And funny enough -- once dinner was over the anxiety eased -- Sir Steve was back to his old self -- I got contact phone numbers in case of emergency (the storm was THAT bad) -- and there is hope this is the last winter storm.
Saturday morning Sir Steve and I were sitting out on the deck enjoying our morning coffee and browsing the net........ when he look...
I had the little one all last week -- for 10 hours a day alone. We worked out quite a routine..... after breakfast and getting dresse...