Thursday, January 17, 2013

Untitled - UPDATED

I just heard from the doctor's office.  They have cancelled my appointment for tomorrow.  I totally broke down on the phone with the nurse.  I told her I  have been waiting for over a month for a biopsy report.  She immediately told me to breath.  She said she didn't have any access to my file - BUT - she did say - IF it had been cancer the lab would have called the doctor immediately (translated before Christmas) and the doctor would have called me immediately.  She told  me twice to breath and not to worry.......... 

So I called W and he (thank god) wasn't too far down the highway - and told him to turn around.  The appointment is next Thursday.  

I am breathing........ again........ I have felt like I have been "waiting to exhale" since December 11th,






It has been a very long month - waiting for the results from my biopsy.  Tomorrow at noon time I will be seeing the doctor for those results.  Tonight W is driving down so he can be with me.

I have tried very hard to keep a positive outlook - I gave up totally about a week ago.  I have been reading everything I can get my hands on on cancer of the uterus and hysterectomies.  I have checked into my long term insurance.  I have cried an ocean of tears.

I will post an update as soon as I can............ 

9 comments:

Sue said...

Thinking of you on this day.
Hugs,
swan

kaya said...

Sending the best wishes to you. Hey... maybe we'll be "hyster sisters", eh? ;-)

abby said...

I have kept you in my thoughts and prayers. Courage...my friend.
hugs abby

Anonymous said...

Sending you a prayer and good thoughts. Thinking of you.

Joyce

Anonymous said...

Very gentle hugs for you

magdala~

Mrs. D said...

Keeping my fingers crossed that the news is positive. Glad to know you won't be alone. Take vare of yourself.

K8 said...

Huggggs <3 Will be thinking of you.

K said...

Have lit a candle for you and my thoughts and prayers are with you. I'm sure it will be better news than you're expecting K

Kate Ewalt said...

I just happened across your blog (searched and found your boot blacking post actually). I haven't read a lot, but just read your updated untitled post. I'm in the lifestyle, I'm a submissive, and last June I was diagnosed with endometrial cancer. Had my hysterectomy in December, and now I'm going through chemo. Perhaps something happened to guide me to your post, and I know the uncertainty of waiting for biopsies - if you need help or resources, have questions, or just need a shoulder (Lord knows I've needed a couple of those) - contact me. emailkate@comcast.net