Tuesday, September 16, 2008

free flowing

A lot of the time we have what i like to call "free flowing" bdsm in our lives... there is no start .. no end.. it just flows through our days together......

That is pretty much the way it was this weekend..... i can't put a time or a day on something.. i just know it happened.. it flowed into the tapestry that was the day........

For example ..one morning as i was cleaning up the breakfast dishes........ Sir came to me and bent me - none too gently - over the table and fucked me ... i was yelping i wasn't ready (like i get to be ready ??) and that i was dry ..and ouch it hurt... and Sir said "does that matter to Me???!!) and almost immediately i felt the tightening in my belly......... it matters.. it really DOES matter that He takes what He wants.. and it makes me feel so owned.. and HOT. Of course in no time i was thoroughly enjoying being fucked in the midst of all the dirty dishes.. and all the chores for the day evaporated in a puff of smoke.. all that mattered was He was fucking me... and lordie did i cum !!! gushing all over the place.. which i gather was just what Sir was looking for.. As He wiped it all up... smeared it all over my ass and then started with a hand spanking........

And everyone knows that a spanking on wet skin hurts ohhhhhh so much more !!!

And there were the times Sir called me to come to Him... and He bent me over the arm of the sofa and spanked my ass.. stinging burning hand spanking............ and every once in a while He would bite my ass.. hard chomping down bites .. that made me levitate.. and moan......

And once He got quite a little rhythm going... my head could almost hear the music....... and then it was over and i was sent back to what it was i had been doing.......

It was like that all weekend long.. no rhyme or reason..... just as the spirit moved Him.

And it is a nice way to live the lifestyle.. not forced.. not playing.. just doing....... as it fits and suits....... the only small problem with all this free flow BDSM is that....... i never get enough pain to find the endorphins... i do get enough pain to hunger for them...... and i am guessing if Sir and i lived together all week long that this free flow BDSM would eventually accumulate in a longer session with all the endorphins my body craves..........

BUT .. when it is a mostly vanilla weekend.. when both of us are pooped and just enjoying being with each other........ free flow BDSM is pretty damn good !!!!

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