TMI - maybe?

 

 

To shave or not to shave.............. 

I was in my early 20's when I had my first abdominal surgery.  Imagine my shock when a nurse came in with razor and soapy water and proceeded to shave me from arm pits to knee caps.  

BUT then I learned how good it felt............ it didn't get hot in the summer and was so easy to keep clean.  Never mind the added bonus -- it felt really really sensual.

I never let it grow ............. and truthfully I never talked about it.  I mean REALLY??!!   when does 'I shave my pussy do you?" come up in polite conversation.  Even when I got involved in the BDSM community - it was a topic that just didn't come up.  I muddled along quite happily ........ except occasionally I wished I had someone to talk to about the itching......... cause it drove me crazy.  I figured it was a trade off - 1 to 2 days of itching over 7 days of smooth sexy pussy. (and after all these years it doesn't itch at all!)

I don't remember how the topic came up with a group of female subs -- but it did.  Mostly I kept my mouth shut (yeah I know that's hard to believe!)  BUT a number of women refused to shave  - they said they weren't little girls and a hairy bush was a sign of a grown woman. 
(HUH??!!  hair symbolizes a grown woman??!! never thought of it that way) BUT I learned something else during that discussion - Gold Bond Medicated Powder is your best friend if you shave your pussy.  It burns a little bit when you slap it on a freshly shaved pussy - BUT no razor burn - no itching ........... YAY!!

Now I have been shaving for over 40 years....... and I'm not likely to stop.  There have been times that I have skipped it for a week or two - usually cause I am sick ... but I always go back.  Knowing I am bare  makes me feel so sexy....... and I love the feel of it.  Yes I will stroke it from time to time... AND if I have been sick - I know I'm feeling better when the first thought in my head is "dear god in heaven I HAVE to shave!!"

Yesterday I shaved.......... so I guess I am feeling a little better (small cheeky grin)

What are your thoughts ........ to shave or not to shave?    OH and do you like your male shaved too?

 

Colour Me Blue

 

It's Friday
It's snowing
It's slippy

and I am done!  Today should be my one big excitement boost of the week - doing the groceries.  I haven't done them for 2 weeks cause of the muscle injury...... BUT I'm still dizzy from the pain pills - therefore shouldn't drive.  I woke with pain again in my leg/bum and don't dare risk even a twist..... never mind a fall.

I'm feeling old.............. very old.... old as dirt old...........
I'm feeling useless - can't even do the groceries..........
I'm feeling depressed and stare crazy from being locked in the house for 2? 3? weeks I can't even remember - feels like forever.... Nothing to look forward to... nothing to plan for.... AND yesterday I heard our government might cancel March break.......... which means my week off from home schooling probably won't happen :(

I shed tears for no good reason. 

Just colour me BLUE

In between Naps.......

 

 

I may become an expert at napping!  Between boredom... pain... and pain pills naps have become my best friend.  

AND kdpierre - I loved your suggestions for things to do between the pain bursts... but I am not supposed to sit for any length of time... walking is good.... standing is good...lying flat on my back is good.  So I seriously can't see myself writing blog entries to queue for future posting or GOD FORBID cruising porn??!!!  REALLY??? OMG!!!  and what do I do with the let's say "burning desire" that might come from all that cruising?? OMG I can not imagine masturbating with damaged tendons / frozen muscles / and a bruised sciatica......... LOL.......... I CAN see myself masturbating as the big O hits ... body twisting and contorting with it............ the RED HOT PAIN hits and I crash down onto the sofa with contorted muscles unable to move - shrieking not in joy but in pain .  (cheeky grin) with friends like you kd - who needs enemies??!! LOL

 

Seriously though ... between my naps I have still been doing home schooling with the lil one .......... and with Sir Steve's help we have managed to do her once a week cooking session.

The food kit we enrolled her in for Christmas sent January's kit - which was food from Italy.  Last week the lil one with the help of her dad made cheese stuffed ravioli...

 

                                                        rolling out the pasta

 

                                      plated and ready to eat - it was quite good!!

it was very good - but honestly - buying a package of frozen ravioli sounds like a much better plan...... it's quicker, cheaper and doesn't leave the mess making from scratch did...........

Yesterday she made chocolate tiramisu with me propped on a chair supervising. It too was quite good......... (Sir Steve and I thought a shot of coffee liqueur might have made it a bit more interesting)

BUT it turned out quite well .... and even this chocolate hater had to admit it was good!

 

And so life trundles along .... slowly... painfully slowly!

 

 

Just a lil depressed..........

 

 

Woke this morning feeling so damn discouraged.... my leg throbs, my hip aches, I'm dizzy, I have no patience and no motivation!  

BUT

sitting on my ass all day depresses me ....... GAH!  I used to love sitting my ass on the sofa after a day of chores -- but now if I do one chore a day it's been a good day -- BUT -- one chore doesn't rate sitting my ass on the sofa type reward ya know?

not even counting how many days are behind me help -- cause it's been over 2 weeks since my fall - and 6 days on the pills - and I kinda thought I would be more myself by now ..... and of course being me ... I'm fussing over what happens when the pills run out? do I have to go back to the doctor?? what if I have to have more tests? 

Yeah today's a little depressed day...........  

Limping along..........

 

 

Made it to the emergency clinic yesterday morning - stressed and anxious. The doctor explained that when the technician read the Xrays she saw that the tendons down the side of the spine had been damaged as well as the sciatica nerve being bruised and the gluteus maximus (muscle) had spasmed into a rock.

Nothing anyone can really do -- I have exercises to do - and 3 different prescriptions to take.  The pain is more tolerable - though I did wake at 4:00 this morning with pain shooting down my left leg.  

I HATE the pills - they fog my brain - make walking a challenge ... I loop around rather than walk and tend to bump into things.... and my patience is virtually non-existent - and all I want to do is sleep.

Looking for the bright spot...... I guess it could have been worse.... it could have been a tumour (and that's where my brain went ) Sir Steven's brain went fracture and hospitalization ........ so yeah - tendon,muscle, nerve damage is better than the alternative.  

Now if I could just learn to be patient till this mess heals...............