tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-124993922024-03-07T17:05:07.572-05:00The Continued JourneyThis blog is intended for adults only. It may contain BDSM content from time to time.morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.comBlogger4493125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-69524853776920042212022-12-31T16:17:00.000-05:002022-12-31T16:17:00.172-05:00counter codemorningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-78006824564020724462022-08-01T11:27:00.001-04:002022-08-01T11:30:41.631-04:00Morningstar’s LegacyMorningstar was a huge influence on all of us, and the impact of her death will be with us forever. While her journey here is over please join us at Morningstar’s Legacy https://daemorningstar.blogspot.com/ to continue the journey and celebrate her legacy. Dae MorningstarDaemonykahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01677615716876183272noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-65319671394257932562022-07-24T09:37:00.000-04:002022-07-24T09:37:48.585-04:00The End of the Road.This is Sir Steve.It is with a heavy heart that I need to let you all know that on Friday, July 22/22, at about 7:20am, Morningstar, AKA, Sheila, Passed away after her short battle with lung cancer.I know that alot of you have followed her and became friends with her over the years. She enjoyed sharing her life with all of you.So, I guess this will be the final post on her blog.Thank you all for morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com26tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-89454419535119119452022-07-18T09:11:00.006-04:002022-07-18T09:11:56.949-04:00pic line versus iv I was readmitted to hospital last week with an invasive infection that involved complicated treatments every tday. It also involved a PIcline being installed that will stay in place for at least 10 days (if not longer) this infection is slowing all my treatments down To say I am exhausted and weak is an understatement Never mind I've had 2 major falls and 1 bloody morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-52982039670789665052022-06-29T10:00:00.003-04:002022-06-30T10:23:40.009-04:00Tattoos Updated Updated Heard todsy that I have an infection and that they will have to delay my radiation treatments by at least 3 weeks I love tattoos! over the years I have been tattooed 3 times.........They all tell a story and represent something I love.Yesterday I got 4 more tattoos 4 little black dots two on my chest and 2 on each sidethey don't represent anything I love but morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-72696875331095265072022-06-09T05:30:00.001-04:002022-06-09T05:30:00.208-04:00The lil one We have been honest with the lil one about what I am going through and she has been amazing........like last week I wanted to dust the living room but couldn't for the life of me remember the name of the dusting spray........ So I asked the lil one ...... and she reassuringly got me the dusting spray,paper towels and said 'don't worry S I got this!' and I marvelled at how amazing she morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-28927705552118308642022-06-07T12:23:00.003-04:002022-06-07T12:23:26.616-04:00Fine State of Affairs Soooooooo I had an appointment booked this morning at 8am for a bone scan. When they called me to book it I was annoyed........ enough with the appointments already!!! So when I got there at 7:45 I was a bit bitchy. When they got me in the back and were getting ready to put the IV needle in my arm - I asked 'who booked this appointment?' They told me and morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-33113845847770125782022-06-03T08:11:00.001-04:002022-06-03T08:11:26.186-04:00feeling a little brighter today BUT be warned this post might be the things nightmares are made from......... So I have finished this round of radiation...... and if I could I would do a happy dance. I thought you might want a few more details....... about radiation of the brain. They made me a mask - that was put on each time and screwed to the table so I couldn't move my head. Each and every time morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-7233687118038168872022-06-02T14:23:00.003-04:002022-06-02T14:23:44.975-04:00feeling ragged I have finished my radiation treatments (for now)They really knocked the stuffing out of me............. And sometime in all the treatments my drainage tube got yanked out of my chest......... so Tuesday was spent getting radiation and having the tube put back........ I have postponed all further tests and appointments till next week....... I am exhausted... and discouraged ... but Sir morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-15040204438040768282022-05-19T10:25:00.000-04:002022-05-19T10:25:13.641-04:00Genital jewelry story contd So remember the shock of the staff?Well fast forward 24 hours.....3 doctors are standing at the foot of my bed discussing the fact I need an MRI and how to remove the jewelry. I laid here listening and after trying to explain how it was put on some years ago I finally announced it would be easier to show them. (I do have a devilish streak) one of the docs ran to get a nurse and I morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-31260024721623198372022-05-17T08:44:00.000-04:002022-05-17T08:44:06.421-04:00Update - may be a trigger Actually anything I write from now on may be a trigger just so you know.I am still in hospital and the diagnosis was shocking... Stage 4 lung cancer. I have been through every test known to man. I am tired but I am also a little feisty. I had a permanent chest tube put in last Thursday. That was the beginning of rhe 'fun'. The nurse asked if all my jewelry was off and I said morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-3581464017304617312022-05-10T08:43:00.002-04:002022-05-10T08:43:38.445-04:00Update Just so you knowSir Steve took me to hospital on Saturday.They transferred me by ambulance to a bigger hospital in Ottawa. I cannot breath I have a chest tube in and they are wirhdrawing fluids from my left lung. I feel like shit. Wont be answering any comments - no strengthmorningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-30223267941587156642022-05-02T08:41:00.003-04:002022-05-02T08:41:57.250-04:00Update Sometime over the weekend I had to admit defeat..... I had to say it out loud..."I have a problem" The realization started on Friday when I went to the hairdresser. I could barely walk the half block to the shop. And then my hairdresser said to me "You are wasting away in front of me". Yes I have lost that much weight. And so I finally said it out loud to Sir morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-59661556563371591412022-05-01T06:00:00.001-04:002022-05-01T06:00:00.218-04:00Sunday Sentiments morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-83882818658094397712022-04-30T08:44:00.003-04:002022-04-30T08:44:25.213-04:00It begins...... We've been working on cleaning up the yard........ who knew there was SO much garbage!!?? I usually take before and after pics - but not so much this time. I don't think I realized what a difference the cleaning / tidying would make.But here is a pic of the last bit of mess....... AND here's what it looks like now. There are 4 yards of top soil ordered - morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-91199177403795623372022-04-28T07:11:00.003-04:002022-04-28T07:11:32.704-04:00Spooky Adventures Yesterday I decided to wash all the windows in the house...... that was my first mistake. It was a rainy day that turned to a snow storm! The patio doors had what I thought were smudges at dog level ....... except they weren't smudges - it was a sticky gummy residue...... ugh! took forever to scrap it off and get the windows cleaned...... did I mention it was snowingmorningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-1584554943072515292022-04-26T08:07:00.000-04:002022-04-26T08:07:12.190-04:00THAT stage About a year ago we started to see some changes in the lil one..... minor ones but still changes.This year we've noticed some more major changes........ oilier skin/hair.... changes in body shape......... and Sir Steve and I started to prepare for the hormones ...... and changes to personality.Was I ready for it? NO! I've been down that road twice already with my daughters.&morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-34090999059543749942022-04-25T08:25:00.005-04:002022-04-25T08:25:36.167-04:00The Work Continues Despite Mother Nature's best effort to keep us out of the yard this weekend - Sir Steve did get out both Saturday and Sunday for a few hours. Mostly we're just at the clean up stage.... the yards haven't had any care for more than a few years...... There were 3 sheds in the yard - plus a lot of dead grape vine plants /overgrown plants and trees that are in morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-46191808807492338542022-04-24T05:00:00.001-04:002022-04-24T05:00:00.252-04:00Sunday Sentiments morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-9583523842553329562022-04-23T09:39:00.002-04:002022-04-23T09:39:04.781-04:00Saturday's To Do list We had a plan for today....... garden work.One of the big problems we have is someone - once upon a time - planted grape vines in the garden...... back and side gardens. We have a pear tree in the side garden. Upon close inspection - it turns out that the grape vines have grown up and wound themselves around the branches of the pear tree. My first thought was cut themorningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-34513121825756042942022-04-22T10:24:00.004-04:002022-04-22T10:24:41.227-04:00AND - it's Friday! And it's Friday - my favourite day of the week..... it's MY day!! I shower and shave and manicure and pamper....... no pressure ... no schedules... just time for me.IF I was the type - I would sit and eat bonbons and watch movies ....... it's just that kinda of day. The best part on THIS Friday - the sun is out!! YAY!!Hope you all enjoy your Friday ! morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-71833289314535822032022-04-20T07:57:00.002-04:002022-04-20T07:57:09.946-04:00Another holiday done! Well we had a busy Easter Weekend...... le sigh.On Sunday we had Sir Steve's daughter, SIL and daughter for brunch. The lil one was with her mother. We had a nice visit with Sir Steve's family. We bought the granddaughter sidewalk chalk and a fancy dancy automatic bubble blower.... which had her shrieking with joy and running around the back deck like crazy trying to pop morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-50079673586848706922022-04-19T10:02:00.005-04:002022-04-19T10:02:24.577-04:00Spring has Sprung....... This morning - April 19th - we awoke to this...................... For those of you not familiar with Spring in Canada............. it kinda looks like this.... morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-50785786571774532292022-04-17T05:30:00.001-04:002022-04-17T05:30:00.214-04:00Some Easter Smiles....... morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12499392.post-6455432458967641432022-04-16T05:00:00.001-04:002022-04-16T05:00:00.207-04:00Filling in the blanks So what really has been going on around here??? This much stress from a move??? Well let's not forget Sir Steve's dad died in June..... and we are still dealing with the details and emotions and personalities from that.......... then in Sept Sir Steve had a small health issue - saw his doctor and we thought that was that...... BUT in November he went back to see the doctor cause the morningstarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01500052225655763353noreply@blogger.com7