Showing posts with label depressed. Show all posts
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Friday, February 05, 2021

Colour Me Blue

 


It's Friday
It's snowing
It's slippy

and I am done!  Today should be my one big excitement boost of the week - doing the groceries.  I haven't done them for 2 weeks cause of the muscle injury...... BUT I'm still dizzy from the pain pills - therefore shouldn't drive.  I woke with pain again in my leg/bum and don't dare risk even a twist..... never mind a fall.

I'm feeling old.............. very old.... old as dirt old...........
I'm feeling useless - can't even do the groceries..........
I'm feeling depressed and stare crazy from being locked in the house for 2? 3? weeks I can't even remember - feels like forever.... Nothing to look forward to... nothing to plan for.... AND yesterday I heard our government might cancel March break.......... which means my week off from home schooling probably won't happen :(

I shed tears for no good reason. 

Just colour me BLUE

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