I am back from the test - which turned out to be minor surgery. The news wasn't GREAT - but it wasn't bad bad either. The cancer was back - but the doc was able to remove it in the office (can I say OUCH)... I am now on "light duties" for a couple of days (as I sit and stare at all the boxes yet to be unpacked) AND I am back to going for tests every 3 months - instead of inching forward to once a year..............
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Today is my 6month check for cancer. Like always I am "scared shitless".
I keep thinking I don't think I could handle a reappearance of the cancer - not now - not when I am trying to stand on my own two feet - sometimes pretending I have this "living alone" under control....... but mostly feeling just a little lost and stupid and overwhelmed.
So if you could just keep me in your thoughts today - I think I could use all the positive vibes I can get.........
My mantra for today is - I CAN do this !! I can I can I can...........
Hi i will be thinking of you. I know how this feels but I am twelve years on and hopefully one day so will you be
ReplyDeletelove Jan,xx
All will be well, if you just remember to breath!!
ReplyDeleteW
I had hoped to think of some wonderful helpful comforting eloquent thing to say. Just know that I am thinking of you. I'll be saying a few prayers for you today.
ReplyDeleteWill be thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteLove and hugs,
Ronnie
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Will be thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteLove and hugs,
Ronnie
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Lots of hugs. Please do take it easy you must rest even if unpacking boxes seems tempting. XxX
ReplyDeleteoh bless you,that's hard, hope you can take it easy for a bit
ReplyDeletelove Jan,xx