Leave me out thank you very much !!!

Remember high school........ remember the cliques and the in crowd and the feelings of being excluded?? Remember the feelings of being superior.. of thumbing your nose at the odd balls?? Do we ever grow up??

i am tired of posers.......

i am tired of back stabbers..

i am tired of liars..

i am tired of people who exclude with a holy than thou attitude.......

i am tired of holy than thou attitudes..


i am tired of people who talk behind people's backs then embrace them in public.
makes me wonder what they are saying about us when our backs are turned.....

i am really tired of ass kissers...

Over 20+ years in the lifestyle i have watched people come and go.. i have watched people step on people to get to the "TOP" (sorry but i think the TOP is an imagined strata) i have watched groups splinter and fall apart .......and i never completely understood why..........

And i probably won't ever understand why.. understand people's motives....... all i do know is that this morning....... after reading a couple of emails ....... that i am disgusted by the total lack of honour.. the total lack of integrity.... the total lack of loyalty and honesty.

and know what?? if this is what the BDSM community here in the Great White North has turned into....... you can leave me out .......thank you very much!!!