Cock Worship

Adult warning!!!
This particular blog contains sexual content - not intended for all readers!!

(cheeky grin) Now that i have your attention..........

On Sunday i was being a tad cheeky - pestering Sir - bugging Sir - just being my bratty self. (and NO i was not looking for a spanking or a flogging or anything actually - i was just enjoying teasing and taunting Sir a little bit )

At one point i had my head resting in his lap...... and He said - rather off hand - "if you are gonna have your head there - you might as well do something constructive. "
i looked at him....... honestly truly not sure what He REALLY meant. He didn't take his eyes off the TV but said - "service me!"

Now you have to understand.. this service does not happen very frequently in our relationship......... the reason is not that important to my story today. i quickly undid his zipper and pulled Sir's cock out....... my mouth slid down over the tip quickly and easily. and it felt sooooooooo damn good !!!

As i was sucking and licking and rolling my tongue around, i couldn't help but think/remember how it didn't use to be such a good feeling........ this blow job business. i used to almost dread His order. This was one of those "things" that .. in the beginning .. needed baby steps to get me there .. get me through it.. in one piece.

Not once did Sir loose patience with me.. not once did He scold me.. or make me feel inadequate (and god knows i most probably was - maybe even still am - inadequate that is) It finally got to the point that when the order came "service me" i could do it without a knot in my stomach - without having to be in the shower (small smile at the memory) - without fighting panic.

Yesterday was completely different....... it took me a while to figure it out....... First of all i was on my knees .. Sir was lounging on the sofa.. so i was more or less ass in the air.. mouth on the cock....i had this snap shot picture in my head of what it looked like - and i kept thinking - it looks hot.. it looks really hot.. and it looks normal !!! From time to time my ass was wiggling.. and i could feel myself dripping wet !! wow .. that was amazing....... without any stimulation from Sir.. just my mouth sucking and licking and pleasing Sir i was getting horny......hot wet and horny!!

And Sir has such a nice cock........ (yeah i know most of you don't need to know that .. TMI) but i have to say it... i have never appreciated the appearance of a cock before........ but Sir's is so nice looking and tasting !! He is circumsized (and i am sorry to all you men out there who are cringing and crossing your legs ) but for me there is something very aesthetic about a circumcised penis. And as it grows....... it fills my mouth...... length and width. It doesn't turn a nasty ugly colour either ...... there is something about cocks that turn blue or purplish that worry me.

i think i finally understood the term "cock worship". It has always been a term that seemed beyond my comprehension....... until yesterday that is. i found myself totally and completely immersed in Sir's cock...... in it's shape and size and taste and the small pulse that i felt at the base .........

And i couldn't help but think........ if it hadn't been for Sir's baby steps all those years ago....... i would have missed out on this wondrous feeling....... cock worship. And i would have missed out on the spontaneous combustion of my own body.
Life is a wondrous journey - especially when you can take baby steps to get there.