thoughts..........

The weekend started off in a kind of a weird mood.......... i can't really explain it... but there was no play on Friday.. and by mid afternoon on Saturday there still hadn't been any "play". Around that time i was thinking about what i must have done to upset Sir.. it wasn't just that there was no play.. there was very little interaction between U/us of a physical nature.. hugs strokes etc..

i did know i had upset Him re a fancy dancy fax/telephone/copier/printer that He had bought and i didn't know how to work and hadn't found time all week to learn about it /read the manual /or play with it... It kinda blew up when the thing started ringing... and .. well it doesn't really matter what happened.. except that Sir took it apart and it has disappeared from the office... For some time following that Sir had THAT look that spells "god am i in trouble!!!"

i sat thinking for some time yesterday about an age old question that goes around the lists .. the internet.. the blogs.. and even real time discussion groups and munches.... "How does one punish a masochist??" i couldn't shake the thought yesterday that the best way.. very best way.. to punish a masochist is no pain at all.. no touches... no physical contact... By late afternoon i was so despondent i was going through the motions a bit like a robot......... just doing what had to be done........

things improved... by late evening...... and i will post more on that later....with pictures..... but for now.. i am still mulling over how the mind works / reacts when there is little or no physical contact............