Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Decision


i was thinking last night....... as i re-read the blog i posted yesterday and all the caring comments that were left........ that i really do show all my bumps and warts on this blog... the good the bad and the ugly - i should change the name to just that The Good .. The Bad.. The Ugly.

And i once vowed that if i couldn't say something nice.. then i shouldn't write here........ cause truthfully .......... my sad tales of woe doesn't make for interesting reading........

And there hasn't been a whole lot of BDSM content around here.. the blog or the house.. for a long while now...........

And there hasn't been any sex around here for a long while now.......

And i feel like i am grasping at straws to come up with some interesting topic

And .. as much as i hate to say it.......... the numbers have dropped off here... which says to me.. The Journey is becoming boring .. repetitive..... and just not worth the space it takes up ........

And so.............. in a knee jerk sort of reaction.......... (which i do do very well ) i have decided to stop writing here ............ mostly...............

Maybe when there is something of interest...... something more than woe's me ........ i will come here in the quiet of the early morning and write...............

But for now............. i will devote my time to closing out the year......... to licking my wounds and taking care of me......

It's been fun folks.......... it has .......... mostly.......

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

i will so miss you. Hope your wounds heal soon and you come back!

Sir's pet

swan said...

I am worried about you, and sad for you -- and sad for me. I am hoping that the year will end, and you will rest a bit. Then, perhaps things will look better. Whatever comes, please know that I have counted you as a friend and will do that whether you write here or not.

hugs, swan

BlazngScarlet said...

I too am here for you my dear friend, and I am worried about you.
Please know that you are thought of, loved and missed.

*hugs*
T

Anonymous said...

I feel for you. Good luck & best wishes.