It has been 3 months since my last cancer screening. Time flies ........
But tomorrow I have to go in to the hospital - again- have tubes shoved in my body (without freezing I might add) - lie there while they scope out my bladder .. taking pictures .. holding my breath for the verdict.
I keep hoping it will get easier .............
It doesn't.
I am scared
And I hate being scared
And there is nothing anyone can do to help me
And that sucks
Good luck today, morningstar. We can hold virtual hands across the ocean - I have the hospital today too. In my experience, it does get easier but not easy. The more good news I have had with the check-ups the easier it is but it will never be an easy thing to submit to.
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