Friday, March 16, 2018
I had a mini meltdown yesterday over my weight..... instead of losing I managed to put on 1.5 pounds !!!
No excuses allowed -- I know how and I know why........ no one's fault but my own .. and my own lack of self control.
Sir Steve and I talked about it -- he said he would do anything he could to support me which is very nice.... I don't normally talk to anyone about my weight issues -- or even blog about them....... both are tough to do... BUT I am trying to stay honest ... to be accountable -- to NOT ignore it -- so here I am on Fit Friday admitting I have fallen completely off the healthy eating wagon... have put on 1.5 pounds instead of losing it...
I felt more confident after my talk with Sir Steve. We went off to our munch and I ordered a smoke meat sandwich with no fries ..... YAY me right?! The sandwich came and it was HUGE -- and I do mean HUGE!! I thought to myself I will only eat half and take the other half home.......I cleaned my plate.................. (see my disappointed / sad face)
Today is another day........... a new start....... again...........
Hopefully next week I will have a better report
Thursday, March 15, 2018
Day 9 1/2 because Sir Steve tells me he'll be home for lunch -- AND -- for the next 3 days.....
So we knocked this out of the park ....... YAY !!
This afternoon Sir Steve is taking me to find an optometrist cause I really REALLY need new glasses -- I feel blind! Then this evening we're taking a lil road trip and going to a new munch with new people -- like people I don't know -- like crowds of people I don't know -- my mantra is "I can do this ... I can do this".... (small smile)
Then till Saturday evening we're pretty much on our own to amuse ourselves. Think we can find something to fill the time??? (cheeky grin)
Wednesday, March 14, 2018
Yup -- we are now on day 8 straight of working.......
and I am taking stock --
there are oatmeal cookies in the freezer
there are ginger snaps in the freezer
there are oatmeal muffins in the freezer
there is a banana bread in the freezer (only 1 cause I ran out of bananas)
there are a couple dozen of meat balls in the freezer
the laundry is up to date (in fact I am washing the lil one's unicorn rug today)
the house is clean
the grocery shopping is done
and I will probably be snow shoveling today as we are pretty much snowed in right now
yesterday when Sir Steve got home he took my hand and tugged me into the bedroom....
and my body wouldn't respond -- it was like it was on hiatus ya know? But Sir Steve can work miracles -- out came the knives....... for those of you who don't know me well -- a session with the knives is better than a sensual massage for me
And when I pulled him to me and whispered soft sweet words of encouragement Sir Steve said "it's been way too long I have missed this! " and I almost cried -- it's nice to know that even after all this time - lust and desire still run through his veins like it does through mine.......
Day to day routine doesn't seem so mundane now...... there's still day 8 and day 9 to get through -- but then 3 days off
Just a little PSA (public service announcement)