When you look at me ......... do you see it? The burning deep within....... the craving ...... the beast gnawing at my insides....... hungry .. waiting......
This craving needs to be fed before the fires consume me..my skin burns.. This craving beats within my heart..my heart pounds hard against my chest.... this craving gnaws at my innards... my stomach aches.... this craving is consuming me.
Can you see it?
Does it scare you like it scares me?
Sleep eludes me - I lie awake at night and fantasies that are now reality swarm around my bed. They taunt me... They call me by name....... my body quivers ......... the craving grows............
Can you see it??
Can you handle it?? Can you tame it ...even for a day or two??
The more one gets, the more one craves. It makes me wonder if that craving, that hunger can ever be sated. If it can't, then it's a deliciously torturous existence.
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