"wickedness within" theory

i have a public image (don't we all??) where i sit straight, knees firmly together, hands folded in my lap - all very prim and proper. i NEVER use four letter words, and parts of the body are discussed (when absolutely necessary) with socially acceptable words such as "breast" or "vagina"........

But inside of me is this "other me" what i call the wicked me.. it doesn't sit straight prim and proper.. this other me uses words like - ok ok i still use breasts - but i also use words like "pussy" or "cunt" or "cock"....... this other me fantasizes and writes about dark things.. like floggings and bondage and sex galore.. and this other me rarely if ever blushes..... this other me gives blow jobs and kneels and offers her ass to Sir... and loves every minute of it...........

The big question is really .. how does one find the "wickedness inside" and let it out?? New submissives (ok ok.. yeah sometimes old submissives too ) are sometimes shocked and embarassed and yeah maybe even scared of the nature of the beast within. How do you blend these two natures together?? Is it even possible???

There is a way .. you know.. to meld the two....... all it takes is one good Dominant / Master or Sir.... someone to "order" the behaviours ......... "Strip" .. "Present"... "bend over" "service Me" simple orders given........ freedom to be who and what we really desire to be.............cause now it is not us.. we are only doing as we were ordered to do......it makes things so much easier !! Not my will but His......... and so we can retain the "good girl" image ... and still have all the fantasizes come true...........

So .. for those Dominants out there who are soft and gentle and have no wish to "push" Their submissive's limits too hard ........... please stop for a minute and think......... Aren't You perhaps just giving her permission .. the permission she so badly needs....... to bring out the wickedness within........ and in the end....... won't You have helped free a spirit that needs to be free.. broken the bonds that held her back..............and isn't that truly a good and wonderful thing???