Moods

 

Honestly you could throw a dart at the above chart and just about any mood you hit will be one of my moods these past couple of days........ especially if you hit the first one!!

I am exhausted.  I have been waking up around 4 every morning....... then putting in a 7 - 9 hour day (depending on the day and the current emergency)

I have been shocked at my staff - which I shouldn't be cause hell I KNOW these women - but still I have been shocked - fighting over 5 minutes extra work - no no .. it isn't the work they want .....it's the blessed dollars that go with that 5 minutes.  I finally asked them if they remembered WHY they did this job......... the children.. remember them??

I have been  overwhelmed by the piles and piles of paper on my desk - though as of last night the piles have been moved to the filing cabinet and are waiting for me to file them.. i have a handful of parents I am still chasing - but it is better than 200+ parents!!  And I am overwhelmed by the number of children I have this year - the school population went down by 40 and my program went up by 40...... go figure!!

I am angry at the city's total stupidity - they have decided to dig up all the streets surrounding the school - making car traffic and pedestrian traffic impossible.   AND yesterday the city decided to close down the school street to car traffic - god only knows why !!!  for 3 weeks - believe it or not.   Correct me if I am wrong - but didn't we just have 8 weeks of summer vacation???

I am lovestruck and frightened at the same time - worrying about W - he seems discouraged and unhappy and i so want to fix it....... and don't seem able to........ and still I keep trying to find solutions and he keeps telling me there is nothing I can do.......so I feel helpless (and that mood isn't even in the list!!) 

I am frustrated with my internet service - which is so on again off again it is enough to drive you crazy - though the ISP is working hard to try and fix it... only now they have put in a new modem - and set up the wireless - BUT I forgot to tell them the printer is wireless - so now I have no printer - and even when I plug the damn thing into the computer it won't print...........

I am happy - in fact maybe a little ecstatic - that the weekend is just a few hours away.... and W and I are supposed to be going to a play party...........and I am hopeful that this is what we both need........

Like I said at the beginning - throw a dart at the chart and you will pretty much hit a mood I am having / have had / or are pretty close to having............