Once a long time ago Sir and i discovered (i can't remember who found them first - but i suspect it was Sir) a site that had 124 Rules for submissives..... i went looking today and found them .. not on the original site but nevertheless the same rules.. 124 Rules!!!
Most of them made me roll my eyes...... some of them made sense... but what i couldn't get over was the number - 124!! who could remember all of them??? i doubt even the Dominant who wrote them would be able to remember all of them... and then .. what is the point??? If a rule is not remembered it can easily be broken.. if the submissive is not corrected immediately it will and can lead to trouble.. so why 124???
i have rules to live by .. most certainly NOT 124...... but still i have rules. i am not sure Sir or i have ever actually counted them. Sometimes i joke with other submissives about rules.. i say the only rule that one needs to remember is rule #1 which says "The Dominant is always right".. rule #2 says when in doubt refer to rule #1. But all joking aside rules are important. They help keep things running smoothly. Submissives need rules - boundaries - so that they know they are cared for and loved.
So why am i going on today about rules?? Because i broke one of the simplest rules going... always ask for permission before doing anything! Simple right?? So how do i forget it?? i call it a knee jerk reaction.. Sir says He is going to have to do something about my knees! and know what?? i agree with Him.
Sometimes i am impulsive.. i get going on something and get all involved and unfocused and next thing i know i have committed to something.. or bought something or done something without permission. i believe it is a character fault.. this impulsiveness of mine. It lands me in trouble all the time.. with Sir and within my vanilla life.
Sir says He is working on a punishment for my latest knee jerk.......i deserve it...... promising not to do it again is no good.. and as i tell my kiddies at school.. saying you're sorry only works when you change the behaviour........ i wish i knew how to change my knee jerks..........
day 3 - 20 minutes with Robin Williams and the treadmill.