11/11/11:00 (updated)

The 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month................

I watched the services from Ottawa at the War Memorial - and couldn't help but think how moving???emotional??? (not sure what words describe my feelings) that there was real blood shed there 3 weeks ago - right by the tomb of the Unknown Soldier.  

I can't explain why - but this year - this memorial service - has made me proud to be Canadian more than any other year.

 

Sunday Sentiments

 

This seemed like a good reminder for me this grey Sunday morning as I have my 6 month cancer test this Thursday............ (and yeah I am starting to fuss)

Just Finished

cleaning the house..............

joyfully.


Why joyfully??

It's simple really........ He himself is noticing me again.... "seeing" me...... 

Just today while I was in the kitchen trying to water house plants - we were laughing and Sir whacked my ass......then out came the plastic spoon and my ass got walloped and then my breasts had a turn.

Despite what Sir thinks thought I don't need a play session for hours ... with every toy he owns.  N.O.P.E.  not true.... a whack now and again... a playful tug on the hair... even a nipple pinch in passing..... it all says "I see you!! I love you!! You are my subbie" It makes me happy inside.  It makes doing all the mundane every day things joyful.

Yucky

I have noticed that I have been feeling yucky by Friday every week....I started to think 'stupid' thoughts that somehow exercising was bad for me - making me sick...........

Well the feeling sick didn't ease over the weekend - and yesterday I dragged myself to the gym - dragged myself through my exercises and cardio - and dragged myself home... I thought I was gonna die.

Now I may have picked up a bug (cause I do have some physical symptoms that I won't get into that spells BUG) but still this yucky feeling has been getting worse and worse as the weeks go by.

So this morning I googled (google is my friend) "can exercising make you feel sick?" 

And guess what..... it sure can.......... especially if you push it / over work it / and don't allow a rest time between exercise days.

I go to the gym 4 days a week - Monday through Thursday and by Friday I feel like crap...... having read this article I learned that I may be doing myself damage - and worse than that - if you don't allow the body to heal between the exercise days you can actually PUT ON WEIGHT!!!!

Time to rethink schedules................

On another note.... Sir is taking this hobby of model trains to the extreme.  He has been trying to sort out how the tracks will work in front of his station (or some such thing) .  So yesterday he took off and walked the tracks by the Kingston Station.........

Doesn't he look like the cutest lil train guy??? (very cheeky grin)  Hopefully he can now sort out the rails...........

I can hear you all saying "what does one thing have to do with the other?"  Nothing... I just shared is all.......... 

What's Black and White and.......

Red all over ?? or Read all over??? 


We had a Halloween Party to go to on the Weekend.  Problem - I don't DO Halloween.... hate costumes......... 

BUT this year I had a brain wave!!  I have a "newspaper" corset.  I would wear that with black latex leggings and go as a newspaper....... I hoped I would be "red" all over by the end of the evening - god how I hoped!!

 We had a great time chatting with everyone and taste testing all the yummy potluck food...........

And then........... sometime after dinner - during the post dinner conversation...... my Sir caught my eye and beckoned me to come to him........ my heart thumped against my chest.  Were we gonna play ??? really???!!!

Downstairs we went - up on the cross I went ............ and yes YES after all this time he played with me!!!  It made me tear up..... things are returning to normal.... he beat my ass.... (shaking head - we have such weird measures of normal don't we??)

I kept reminding Sir that he was working on a virgin ass again...... and I was afraid I would forget how to breath through the pain - to climb on top of it... to ride it to the land of the fairies......... 

Sir even used the big wooden paddle ...........I couldn't take as much as I used to many moons ago (before all the surgeries) but I took it!!  

And I took the whips and the other various torture implements.......... and I found my way to the land of fairies............ and danced with them once again.