feeling yucky

i am... to put it mildly .. under the weather.... old problems flaring up when i thought i had them beat is frustrating.... and it is Friday and my Sir will be coming for a busy weekend of birthday parties and Medieval shows...and my accountant is coming to discuss my taxes.. and i HATE math in any form... which is why i hired an accountant... let me do what i do best and let him do the math.......... BUT he does want me to understand what he is telling the governments .. and i should care right??? ughhhhh.... wrong..

oh yeah and i have to "vanillize" the house .. well at least the main level ... Sir believes in having ALL His toys easily accesible to Him... which means when the vanilla world comes knocking i have to do some hiding........ oh wellllllllllll no sense whining... just get up and get it done ...

ropes anyone? 

and the journey begins

i appear to be having some problems learning this program.. OR the program has a couple of glitches........ either way it is the beginning of a new journey for me.. publishing my daily journals.......

i am a collared submissive who has been writing a private daily journal for just over 3 years now... some have asked to read them... Now i am ready for any and all interested in my life inside the BDSM world and outside it to read my thoughts..........

i do not live a full 24/7 with my Sir.. vanilla life commitments keep us apart from Monday to Thursday. But Sir arrives each Friday and leaves Monday morning. Sometimes i struggle with His leaving.. with taking up my vanilla life again....... It is not always an easy transition.. but it is what we must do for now.

and now this public journey begins...........