Friday, May 11, 2018
Grating on My Nerves
On Monday I wrote about 'my stalker'......... and I posted an edited version to Fetlife.
I never once mentioned his name on here or Fetlife -- but he came back (on Fetlife) with a diatribe about me -- using my name. I expected it so no surprise. What did annoy me though -- was how he versed it.. calling me a liar and saying I was talking bullshit. How he 'the good guy' was simply returning something I had left behind when I left.
I thought I could ignore it -- that's always been his modus operandi -- trying to make himself look good -- just doing the 'right thing' etc -- but it's been grating on me ever since. I am so tired of his acting all high and mighty -- the wounded one in all this.
So let's set the record straight.
A month after I left him I got a legalese worded letter telling me I had 10 days to remove my belongings from his house (like I had left stuff!!) and if it wasn't removed he would dispose of it as he saw fit.
This all important package he just HAD to return to me 3 years after the fact -- contained 2 ears of popping corn.... and it might be interesting to note they are 4 years old and probably as stale as stale can be.
He is not fooling me -- not one little bit. He was not doing a good deed - he was not returning my things......... he was showing me he could still find me! He knew where I spend my summers -- if that's not stalking me I don't know what is!!
oh yeah -- I almost forgot -- just like every other time I have called him on the rug for stalking me he has yelled to the heavens that he was done -- through -- never contacting me again............ every single time! Yet he continues to do so...... why?? because he wants me to know he's watching me -- he wants back in my head. Because he can't admit to himself he never had any real control over me -- I didn't swallow his excuses for the other women -- I didn't swallow his woe's me attitude ... AND I didn't let his threats of suicide sway me - anymore.
AND I have made up my mind -- that a restraining order /police involvement might be necessary to finally put an end to this.
I am done!
Posted by morningstar 0n May 11, 2018
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