Wednesday, November 23, 2016
Today is a tough day. It is the day before I go back to the hospital for my cancer test. After 3 years you'd think it would be easier. But in 3 years I have never gone a full year without it coming back. And the worst part really -- I have never had any symptoms.... even 3 years ago when they discovered the first large tumor.
I need to be distracted today -- so I am going up to visit CG and the kids -- and as an added bonus.... Hands will be around as well. I will spend a few hours with them -- play with the kids -- have lunch -- and for a few hours not have to do the "what if's"
I feel very blessed to have someone like CG in my life. She said to me last week -- when we were talking about this test -- that she was sure everything would be fine -- and if it wasn't -- they were right here to pick it up.
And -- if it was clear -- then a celebration was in order with wine. Here's to a celebration with wine!
I won't post tomorrow -- at least until I get home from the hospital. Keep a good thought for me ..........