Saturday, October 22, 2016
Remember the red nail polish I bought this week in hopes of going to a play party this weekend?? Well yesterday unfortunately those plans got cancelled.
And I was disappointed.
When Hands was talking to me yesterday about the weekend and other things He gave me two tasks to complete by the end of the day.
But my disappointment was stronger than my desire to do my tasks. So I thought I would just ask him to cut me some slack.
Funny thing happened when that topic came up...... I was told to complete my tasks by the end of the day... pointe finale. No other Dom/Top has ever stood their ground with me before. I have always counted on getting my own way -- batting my baby blues and getting my own way.
But not with Hands.
For the first time in my submissive life I discovered the meaning of doing something you definitely do not want to do -- have no desire to do.
The tasks got done by the end of the day. And I felt content and happy and funny enough I felt grounded and cared for........because Hands didn't cut me any slack.
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