Tuesday, September 20, 2016
Rock and a Hard Place
My whole life I have believed in truth...... I grew up in the 60's I burned my bra and marched for peace. I have always believed in speaking the truth -- even when it wasn't popular.
Back a few years I lost that fight in my soul. I wanted to find my own peace. I didn't want to fight any more battles ..... didn't want to tilt at any more windmills
And now I am faced with yet another small windmill.... do I fight yet one last battle -- or walk away and leave it spinning in the wind?? My life is finally settling down -- I feel like I am in the best place I have been in a long time. Do I have to fight every battle that is dumped on my doorstep?
Can't I just walk away from this one?
So I have done some major thinking about this one.... based partially on a response I got to an email.
I deserve to live my life freely -- unburdened by guilt -- or shame. I deserve to bring more happiness and joy to the relationships I am in -- rather than stress and drama.
I will become the person I have dreamed of being.......I will be strong and brave and find my peace... and no one will prevent me from reaching that goal