Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Pent up Energy







I have major pent up energy -- hell I was so wound up last night I washed the windows till they absolutely sparkled........... Then when the black clouds finally passed and I thought it was safe I went for a walk (damn humidity isn't much better)

I am like a cat on a hot tin roof 

I realized I am scared something bad is going to happen -- I feel like I am holding my breathe.......... like I am in limbo for some stupid reason.......

I even resorted to throwing my Chinese Fortune sticks (don't scoff !!)  and they said (in a nutshell) that I have nothing to worry about -- that life is running smoothly and will continue to do so -- that friendships will deepen -- that happiness is mine.  

So someone tell me please why I am so antsy??  

2 comments:

  1. It might simply be that you don't trust the calm and you're waiting for something to ruin it even though there's nothing lurking.

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  2. knottylittlemonkey3:17 pm

    Partial Lunar eclipse tomorrow night? If you believe in that.
    Too much sugar? Caffeine?

    For me worry about the future has direct correlation to self-protection. If I could just prepare for all possibilities then I won't get hurt. It doesn't work, and is counter-productive, but I still find myself doing it. You have been through a lot in the last few years. Your brain is used to being on high alert. It might take some retraining for it to calm down.

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