Wednesday, August 17, 2016
Pent up Energy
I have major pent up energy -- hell I was so wound up last night I washed the windows till they absolutely sparkled........... Then when the black clouds finally passed and I thought it was safe I went for a walk (damn humidity isn't much better)
I am like a cat on a hot tin roof
I realized I am scared something bad is going to happen -- I feel like I am holding my breathe.......... like I am in limbo for some stupid reason.......
I even resorted to throwing my Chinese Fortune sticks (don't scoff !!) and they said (in a nutshell) that I have nothing to worry about -- that life is running smoothly and will continue to do so -- that friendships will deepen -- that happiness is mine.
So someone tell me please why I am so antsy??