Friday, July 22, 2016
I haven't been sleeping well for the last week or so.......... and when I don't sleep I think... dear god do I think!!!
I hear all the voices new and old telling me all the things that are wrong with me -- and I am left thinking I must be a really bad person....
Do I really make everything about me?! DO I??
Am I really that unlovable??!!
Do I try too hard and scare people away ??
Maybe I shouldn't wear my heart on my sleeve .....
Maybe I really don't understand how to be a friend or lover
Maybe I should just close the door and hide away
Yeah my worst enemy is not out THERE
no -- my worst enemy is in my head.